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2016 Charity Centurion – Summary

Goodness, it’s over, this year’s Charity Centurion with James Webster –  100 pieces of art and poetry in roughly 30 hours, uploaded to an album on Facebook (I’ll try and find a more easily shareable link soon).

We’re planning on selling these to raise more for Macmillan, along with last year’s for Shelter – so we’ll figure out a decent way to show them online. Thank you so much to all those who supported us with prompts across social media and donations (here’s that link to the Charity Centurion Just Giving page). We couldn’t have done it without you.

Things I learned throughout this process:

  • High chairs and low tables do not a happy back make, and by Sunday night I had even more sympathy for copy-monks than I had already.
  • I finally managed to get a handle on the Chinese ink stones I’ve had since uni and not managed to use to my satisfaction.
  • The J. Herbin ink bought from Cult Pens way back when is still lovely and I need to supplement the reds/pinks I have with more blue/green/browns.
    • On that note, I still adore that site’s “Deep Dark Red”, which is the colour of blood.
  • Other stationery note, Papermate’s Ink Joy Minis, bought in a pack from Ryman for a few quid, are amazing.
  • In keeping the initial prompts more hidden than last time, the works were more related to each side as autonomous entities away from their source. Which actually worked out quite well because it allowed them to flourish a lot more.
  • We had a lot more Classical prompts this time around. Which was interesting (and often involved research!)
  • When sleep deprived, Webster’s poetry is fabulous.

Did something fun to the prompt ‘You’ve got it all backwards’ – claiming it and writing a short text piece, forcing Webster to do art (~meta~). Ended up with a four panel cartoon from him, and a nice way to approach the suggestions with a different perspective.

Speaking of doing things with a bit more background prep, there were one or two homages – to old art deco posters, old postcards, and reference books. Should do more of that, I think – as publishing itself is such an interesting and varied visual medium.

I also used one or two pages from a job-lot of old learning-to-read books I bought for this weekend, but didn’t end up using much from. It’s always more satisfying keeping pages removed to a minimum and seeing what you can make from the text in the discarded edges.

Three more favourites under the cut:-

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Charity centurion

Well, we’re doing it -The Charity Centurion for Macmillan. And it’s quite different to last year.
First impressions after a full first day is that we’ve grown as creators. Knowing the drill, as it were, the room was set up in due time, the tea made. We also had  a benchmark of last year to base our output on. And remembered how hectic the second day was. The second day that’s ahead of us now!
But enough of that, what you want to see are finished pieces. I think both James and myself can say we’re more satisfied with a greater majority of our sides in execution – (to the expense of time taken!) Clearer themes less distracted, more coherent images.
We will be selling these to fundraise further, and go back to the Shelter ones too.
They’ll all be put up later, but 2 of my favourites so far have been:-

“It is 100 years since our children left.”

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We have counted the days
We have clung to life through hope
And stubbornness
We have kept their rooms exactly as they left them
But for the stains of tears
And the scratches where we clawed at the walls.

When they came back they had not aged a day
But our eyes
So wide with love
Saw the subtle differences
The beady eyes
The jagged nails
Their teeth like tiny knives
We had thought the rats which plagued our village were just that
But now we know better.

And they looked at us like we were monsters
Perhaps we were
The years had not been kind
Sun and worry had worn our skin to leather
But we knew
Despite their pleadings
That when we tore them apart
It was for love.

After so long waiting
We would not allow our children to do this to another town.

Excalibur

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They really were supposed to be a pair
The scabbard that shielded from all harm
The sword that won all battles
Since losing one, I have become more wound than man
I have forgotten what it was to live without pain
I wonder sometimes what I looked like when I had skin
The days before I carried this hunched agony around
I assume now I must have imagined.
And still Excalibur will not let me die.
But my battle is never done
And I am so tired.
Perhaps I will have a short rest
And when I wake
They will have forgotten who I am
And that I was ever king
That sounds nice.

If you like these and want to support us, please do at our just giving page

Shelter Centurion Rides Again

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Day Two of the shelter centurion is about to commence! Will concentrate on completing pieces rather than interweb for the moment. We’re at  practically fifty and James will be, due to the inexorable nature of geography, heading out of the dark metropolis in the eve.
Last (night) we crashed out at fiveish after about 13-15 hours. That’s a going rate of roughly (too long)!

See you on the flipside, and if you haven’t but can, so consider donating!

Shelter Centurion Pt 2

Well, we are 27 in. This is not necessarily the schedule we were planning, but what’s a fundraising challenge without any challenge?

The Fantastic James Webster has been posting quick shots of the finished cards, which you can find at his blog, so I thought I’d take a different tac and comment on the ones I find the most successful as pairs. (also my favourite images/text).

Obligatory Poem About Writing A Poem

I’m sorry.
I’m really sorry.
This process just isn’t that interesting,
like, I write down words on paper.
It’s hardly rocket science is it.
This was a really poorly conceived idea
and I’m absolutely not sure why I tried
it and oh gods I hate myself right now
I’m a fucking failure oh gods why why why
why why why why why why
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHYYYY!?!?!!!!!
Ahem, here is a story about a dragon.
Once upon a time, there was a little dragon.
Their name was the same as your name.
This is to engender sympathy from you, the reader.
A lot of their interests were the same as a lot of your interests. This is also to encourage you to identify with the dragon.
Like you, the dragon was totally alone.
Like you, the dragon had wings.
The dragon stretched his wings and laid waste to the kingdom cos kingdoms are for losers and neither you nor the dragon are a loser.
The dragon made the world what they wanted it to be: which is ‘on fire’.
There is a moral here.

Obligatory Poem About Writing Poetry

Second Star to the Left

“Second star on the left” he said
But the sky was so full of stars
And I’ve always been dyspraxic
(he didn’t understand the word)

I carried straight on til morning
I carried on longer still
I sank my teeth into my happy thoughts
And flew far beyond the stars.

I learnt to sail using Pyxis
I learnt to hunt from Orion
I lost my hand to a crocked star gone nova
I replaced it with a grappling hook.

I made a map of the heavens
And bombed Never Neverland from orbit

I am the girl the Lost Boys lost
But you can call me Captain Wendy

Second Star to the Right [Dana Bubulj James Webster]

Bees

He collects the honey from the bees
Just like he always does

He wears no mask
He wants them to see his face

He uses no smoke
He wants them cogent and clear

He is naked
He wants them to see their target

They sting him
They sting him everywhere
He is a cloud of buzzing, stripy pain

When they disperse
He wakes clutching a small jar of honey
His skin swelling up in swirled scripts

He spends the day reading the poems
The bees wrote in venom across his cells
A lot of the words begin with B.

He doesn’t mind.

Bees [Dana Bubulj James Webster]

I choose you

I burnt the village to the ground when I left
That’s why they call me Ash.

I don’t miss it much, my home was always the smell of sulphur
The flicker, drip and splutter of thick wax candles
The belch of flame from impish throats
And the pentagram fields of battle.

After the auguries, they tattooed my body with protective runes at birth
I summoned my first imp when I was three
My tongue bloody from the inhuman verbs
I murdered my father on my 8th birthday – it was easy.

And once my demons and I have claimed all 8 of the badges of hell
From the hunched overlords and their fattened incubi
I shall open up this earth
And drink it dry.

I choose you [Dana Bubulj James Webster]

 

Favourite poems/images that aren’t necessarily matched by other side in greatness:

Black Dog [Dana Bubulj James Webster]

Things That Are Orange

The fingerprints of god
Left in juice on a tree

The hatchet, just after
When it catches the light just right

The kraken when it rises
And the hysteria tears at our eyes

Rabbits caught by their own lust
And turned to furious, fucking, orange stone.

Your own face.

Everything that burns brightly
But never knows why.

Everything.
Everything.

Everything is orange now.
You hate orange.

Go on, call him,
Sob down the phone.
He too is orange.

 

And ever onwards!

 

 

 

Shelter Centurion Pt 1

Well, the Poetry Art Centurion has started (Donation link here)

Below’s a picture of the first ten/eleven completed pieces, with both images and poems.

People have been fabulous thusfar, providing prompts and donations – we’ve already hit £300, which is absolutely fantastic.

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This is going to be a long day, but definitely one that’s inspiring us – words are getting more surreal, pictures looser. It’s definitely a project we can be proud of. I’ll post a collection of the full images/ text later, though I believe we’re updating the Facebook event page quite frequently.

Right, back to the drawing board!

Poetry-Art Charity Centurion

In lieu of dusting this blog off, I’ve instead got some news to paraphrase from the lovely James Webster:-

With Britain in the grips of a housing crisis (not enough homes being built, ever-increasing numbers of homeless households, both house and rent prices spiralling up out of reach) and with a government promising further cuts to vital services, we wanted to do something to help.

As an artist and writer who’ve collaborated before on projects (including a work published in Issue 1 of Verse Kraken), we knew we wanted that help to involve putting our creative output to some concrete use.

So, inspired by the efforts of previous poets who’ve completed the ‘100 poems in a day challenge’, we are setting ourselves the task of creating 100 pieces of poetry/prose infused art in the space of a single day: Saturday 16 May.

If you’re able to spare anything at all to sponsor our efforts, we would be incredibly grateful. If not, then tweeting us some support during what promises to be a very long day would also be fantastic.

1. Sponsor us! The Justgiving page is here. All support would go to Shelter.

2. Share us! The more people you tell, the more support we get and the more people will see the creations on the day.

3. Inspire us! That is a lot to create, so we need prompts and things to base the pieces off! We can be contacted both on our blogs and elsewhere on the wires (@websterpoet and@pinstripeowl).

We’ll most likely be blogging about the work as well, so do keep an eye out for developments.

Social Media Guide – Notes

Sorry for the lack of posts recently. I’ve a couple of things I’ve been meaning to write since about October (Eek!) and am determined to do so. Until then, I wanted to post about what I’ve been working on recently.

Puffles watching work on the initial Twitter guide

Puffles watching work on the initial Twitter guide

I met Puffles the dragon fairy on Twitter quite recently. They blog here about Politics, news and anything else that takes their fancy and with past Whitehall experience, their insights are often quite keen. They’re also a bit fab at encouraging young people, who are a bit Catch-22’d by needing experience to get experience. I took part, along with Michelle Brook and Ceri Jones in the second set of commissions (the first lot being WordPress and Facebook). Our topics were An Introduction to Twitter, and an Introduction to Social Media Analytics and I’m really proud of the final results.
Puffle’s blogposts on the process are here: planningscripting, screencastingpublishing/editing.

Process

It was definitely a learning experience, not least because I’m most comfortable on PCs and view Macs with some suspicion. Some of the initial attempts to try and convert things between the two types of laptop OS’s left me flailing as filetypes claimed to be incompatible and I kept hitting the wrong shortcut keys. There was also much “where the hell is this button/function?!?!?”, but we got there in the end. During the process we were usually on two computers, and Dropbox was invaluable to keep files current. All the editing was eventually done on Puffles’ Mac, as they had Adobe Premiere as well, which was what I was most familiar with. I cannot stress enough the importance of using what you know. Obviously, it was exciting to play about with unfamiliar tools, but when needing to produce something, it does help to work with your experience. The best way to learn any program is to essentially fiddle about until it does what you want. You often find interesting things you hadn’t thought of yet, as a bonus. (That said, there were frantic interweb searches for how to guides at points!). But I get ahead of myself.

Scripting

Michelle, Ceri and I taking time in the morning cafe ritual to go over scripts

Michelle, Ceri and I taking time in the morning cafe ritual to go over scripts

These things do take some time. What we found very useful was having the first day spent exploring our parameters with bullet point lists of points we needed to cover, discussing the topic at hand. This also gave us time to get to know each other. Fortunately, we all worked really well together and got on fabulously. Taking this time to talk about the video meant that we did not get into the awful state of realising we’d missed something crucial later and having to wedge it in. The script that was written on the second day was continuously rewritten throughout the experience (up until the final audio recording!)  to rephrase things more clearly, or to replace awkward to say passages.

Audio

Initial audio quality was horrendous. It was recorded off a laptop microphone and you could tell in how echoey it was. Similarly there was a point where the lovely roaring fire wanted to get into the action and crackled as we spoke, as well as an attention-seeking cat wandering about the house looking for food.

"sssffzzzf zfz" - Calcifer

“sssffzzzf zfz” – Calcifer ruining audio takes

Due to where the laptop had its mic, the difference in volume between the three voices was pretty stark, and playing with the master volume didn’t really mitigate it as much as necessary. Luckily, as we got more familiar with the script (having done it enough times) and rephrased things, stumbles became less frequent, replaced by periodic giggles, which was necessary, I think, to keep us mostly focussed throughout the day.

The second set of audio was so much clearer. And as it should be, as we used a proper mic (Apogee MiC) with a tripod facing us. It was astounding the difference the right equipment could make sometimes. Garageband, which the new mic preferred to be fed into, was surprisingly simple to use, even for PC users like myself and Ceri. The original effect settings were quite odd though, so we settled for “no effects”.

Screenshot of Garageband

Screenshot of Garageband

On a related note, Ceri has now made Subtitled versions of the guides – obviously this is an important thing to do to make the guides as accessible as possible. Here’s links to the Twitter Guide with Subtitles and the Subbed Analytics video.

Screen-casting/Filming

Using Screencasting Tool, from the Good Luck Corporation, a company that sounds like it should be from some dystopian video game, all of the footage used was taken on one of the Macs. Do make sure to match the frame rate with the frame rate of the Premiere file, or you’ll have to do it again, like we did, at points, lest it export to a flickering mess.

Screengrabbing tool. N.B: remember to crop it so you don't get the "stop recording" on camera.

Screencasting tool. N.B: remember to crop it so you don’t get the “stop recording” on camera.

Important to note: creating a storyboard (even just writing what to cast for what bit of audio), is essential. Taking the time to rename the screencasts for their content and their number in the running order meant that editing was so much simpler, as we could import the folder and literally go down the list, building the bridge slat by slat.

Oh dear. 

That first video we exported as a trial run. Getting feedback was important, but also painful. Essentially, a) the audio was unclear and more importantly, b) because of the exporting + the initial set up of the Premiere file, it was too small and too blurry to be legible.

Disaster!

Disaster! That or the computer’s attempt to summon Cthulhu while we weren’t looking.

It took some frantic exporting and fiddling about with settings before we could figure out what the matter was. Tip: it’s best to export snippets of bits occasionally to see that everything’s going ok. There are a load of template settings to export with on Premiere, including a Vimeo one, but this is misleading as that’ll export to 640 x 480, so fullscreening will break it. We tried exporting the original and cropping the frame, but the damage was done. We’d have to start from scratch.

So many options! Recommend to stay far away from any of them, and instead make sure initial set up is what you want to export.

So many options! Recommend to stay far away from any of them, and instead make sure initial set up is what you want to export.

One thing that really worried me was that the previews in Premiere itself of the screencasted files were a bit blurry themselves (probably just due to rendering capacity), so there was a point when I had assumed we’d have to cast it all again: which would take a significant amount of time. But luckily, was reminded on Twitter that this might be the case and checked the files themselves, which were legible and fine. Thank goodness. They were also fine sped up, which was useful as some of the key tricks we used to match footage to audio was essentially fitting the video length to the audio length.

Our settings, for reference, were: H.264, 720 x 1280, 64kbps, 48 kHz, 25 fps.

Exporting

Exporting

Notes and Tips for Premiere

Set up all the things you’ll need. I personally keep it so I can see the files to drag in, the Timeline, the film bit, and have the effects dropdown in another tab, so it’s easier to drag in and drop the most useful things ever: fade to black and cross dissolve video transitions. We used the former for most transitions, and the latter for cuts within the same segment: say if we cut out a bit in the middle but it’s ostensibly the same thing.

Keyboard shortcuts are invaluable! Become friends with x, c and v, which flicks the cursor between normal selecting (which’ll allow you to drag-and-crop clips, the incredibly useful time-smushing tool (shush, I can’t remember its name at this point) that will speed up/slow down clips as you drag to fit a specific length, and the razor key, which is useful at times, but not as helpful as Control (or Apple key) + K, which is cut at where your time-stamp thing is, which allows you to be much more accurate. There’s a key for this in Garageband too, I think it’s Apple+T off the top of my head. Note on Apple+K: it will cut all the tracks you’ve got highlighted, which can be useful or can be a pain: just keep an eye on it. Also, render (hit Enter key) as you go along. It’ll make it faster in the end. Also? Save. Save a lot.

Puffles and Muffin at the end of a long day's work

Puffles and Muffin at the end of a long day’s work

Conclusions/Final thoughts

There were a lot of things we could have done to make it a faster process: having the right audio equipment initially, setting up the video file correctly at the start… Small but very important things that’ll come back to haunt you if it’s done wrong initially. There were also a few screencasts we hadn’t renamed, which meant there were points of looking for particular things we knew we had done. All in all, the Analytics went much smoother, having made the mistakes on the Twitter guide and learnt from them. It doesn’t take too long to edit as long as everything is set up to be easily found. Working technically five hour days, though generally spending much longer allowed us to be more calm about the whole process, taking lunch breaks and loosening up in the evenings.

Definitely very fun to do. Having finished Uni I’ve not really had the chance to use the skills I honed there, instead concentrating on dull, but gainful temping. Working on these learning guides seems to be what I really should be doing, and I’m certainly going to be on the lookout for positions that actually consider either the creation of such guides or the implementing of said digital strategy of sorts. Particularly given the feedback we’ve received on the final versions has been very positive.

Where to go from here / How does this fit into traditional roles?

It’s quite difficult to figure out what this sort of work really is. Technically we were making digital strategy learning resources that will be used by organisations to introduce their staff to the importance of social media, a bit like Sue Llewellyn’s guides for the BBC’s College of Journalism. It’s definitely an important field that’ll need more consideration by those wishing to be in the public eye.

But where does it fit within traditional business models? Much of the issues that arise with Social Media blow-ups are due to essentially bad customer service, because the people using the tools are perhaps focussed on keeping it a broadcasting, Marketing tool. There’s nothing so frustrating as those in customer-facing roles hearing complaints/suggestions/feedback and having very little recourse but to feed it up the chain, which can be far too slow as technological advances. Some middle ground needs to be sought, perhaps using the framework of a kind of un/solicited out-sourcing to aid decision making. Too many cooks are said to spoil the broth, but you can never have too many cookbooks from which to draw inspiration </convoluted analogy>.

Puffles as Decision Maker

Puffles as Decision Maker

Sunrise from the other side

There’s a certain something to watching the world wake up: the slow creep of sun through the blinds making the lamplight look strangely hollow; outside waking and making the alarms seem so much harsher without the dampeners of sleep.

I often wonder where time went, when it got so late as to be early, whether I’d been busying myself with anything useful. I also notice, at times like these, if a date has snuck up on me, stealth mostly through my inattention.

Time to put the kettle on.

The Lightbulbs were hatching, light spilling from their centres like poached eggs.

Knight at the Circus – Exhibited film (& discussion)

Knight at the Circus [exhibited 2012]

Goodness. It’s finally here. Meant to upload this last week, but time did its thing. This was shown at the Kingston Fine Art Degree Show in a darkened room with a bench to encourage people to sit and watch it in its entirety. It could have done with not being near something with flickering lights, but when space is at a premium, I think I fared well. (Note on audio: music is by a band called Minotaur Shock.)

In contrast to the text only version, this also has sound and visuals, which I had great fun with. In typical style much was done rather last minute and I’d have liked to have a few days extra to poke about with it when seeing what the tv screen had done to both the colour and the sound (by the end of the fortnight, the colours had ramped up, burned and highly saturated. Similarly, the volume balance didn’t seem to come across well, with the humming at the end far louder than the rest of the piece (unlike the file!) so that I had to turn it down and thus lost nuance. Which is a little annoying, but possibly brought on by myself.

Where can I go from here? I want to play with it some more. See if I can perhaps do a text with effects version (as I was happy with those portions of the film and wanted to experiment). I also want to consider working on making an illustrated book. Which in itself holds challenges as I do not want one of my goals to be constrained and thus destroyed by the medium: I want things to look fragmentary, I want people to fill in the rest of the world and want to know the rest of the story. Perhaps large swathes of blank might do it? With eroded text. It would certainly fit with some of my earlier work.

Which reminds me, I want to go through this site and put up some of the old work I am still proud of. So little of it still exists so it’d be nice to get a relatively decent online portfolio.

Also, have sorted out going to the Fringe this year, which should be great fun. Will I review there? I’m not actually sure, but I’ve some previews I saw last week that I’ve got to write up. Initial picks to rec are definitely: Lucy Ayrton’s Lullabies to Make Your Children Cry and Superbard Starts to Save the World. If you’re up there, definitely pop in (they’re free!).

Update: Knight Errant – Text draft (silent)

Put together a (mute) version of the story.
Are intertitle stories engaging? Is it simply TL;DR?
Did you lose interest half way through, did you sit at the end, wishing I had continued?
Are llamas red?
Inquiring minds must know! (Not about the llamas, I’m ok on that).

Knight at the Circus – Mute Text version (Work in Progress) from Pinstripeowl on Vimeo.